My Mother Doesnâ€™t Understand The Plight Of SAHMs Today
The mommy wars are intensifying, with figures as disparate as Ann Romney, Kate Roiphe and Maureen Oâ€™Dowd weighing in alongside their French and British counterparts. Itâ€™s even, dare I say, heating up at my own kitchen table. The other morning, as we strained over the crunch of our Special K to hear a diatribe from a stressed-out stay-at-home mom on talk radio, my mother, whoâ€™d been visiting, was the first to speak.
â€œI donâ€™t know what these women are complaining about,â€ she declared. â€œBeing a stay-at-home mom is the easiest job in the world.â€ The way she lingered on the word â€œeeeasiest,â€ youâ€™d have felt quite hysterical for thinking otherwise.
Easy for her to say, I thought, as I cleaned up her breakfast dishes, washed a load of her laundry and put on another pot of coffee.
But once Iâ€™d really had a chance to reflect it occurred to me: it was easy for her to say because it was easy. I remember those times. Sure, I was a little naughty and predisposed to tantrums. I fought with my sister, made a mess and picked at my food. On the other hand, I was healthy, as was my sister. We had no allergies, no special needs and very few toys. We lived near a good public school, in a house we bought with cash in a buyerâ€™s market. We hired a cleaner. We had no after-school activities, no tutors or expensive classes. We watched cartoons while my mom caught up on her soaps.
My dad was home at 5.30 every evening for dinner and bedtime; he never worked weekends â€“ or abroad. My mom may have been bored out of her mind, but at least she could commiserate with the dozens of friends she met every day for coffee or playdates. So few of them had jobs outside the home they couldnâ€™t have known what they were missing.
How different things are today â€“ not that my mom has any sympathy. We are competitive. Our schools suck. Our property is unaffordable. We canâ€™t switch on the TV for all the guilt. We canâ€™t eat Twinkies. Or nuts. We and/or our partners are connected to work 24 hours a day.
That makes it sound like we have few choices, but in fact we have loads. From the moment we give birth we are peppered with questions about when weâ€™ll return to work. We soon learn we have to take a stand: return to the rat race and commence the balancing act, or resolve to give it up for the 12-hour daily shuffle between playgroups, doctors, groceries, pharmacies, sporting grounds and parks, or else suffer the consequences of being inside all day. Either way, weâ€™re tortured with grass-is-greener thoughts. When I undertook a part-time existence I expected it would afford me the best of both. Instead, I feel as if Iâ€™m everywhere and nowhere in particular. At times I wish I was never given a choice in the first place.