I Loved Breastfeeding. There, I Said It.

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nursing mother

I am not shy about saying it- I loved breastfeeding. It did not go well with my first child and it made me so sad. I became determined to make it work with my second child and despite his difficult nature, nursing was easy for us and helped me bond with him. I am not one to preach to anyone else but for me, nursing was one of the best parts of motherhood so far.

The birth of my first child was somewhat traumatic. I was put to sleep to have my ovary and a large cyst removed a few minutes after she was born. Between the surgery and time in recovery, I did not see her again for six or seven hours, all told. She was also born early and was very sleepy at first- she could barely stay awake to nurse and had trouble latching. My first days after having her are a blur now- I was anemic, falling asleep at the drop of a hat and just relieved she was healthy. I hadn’t given nursing much thought but was told to start pumping in case she wanted to nurse down the road. Well, she never wanted to nurse so I ended up pumping for over four months and feeding her bottles. Lazy girl that I am, this was basically torture. I had to pump, wash and fill bottles and remember to bring them with me everywhere. Even after I stopped pumping and switched to formula I still hated bottle feeding. To me, it was too much work.

By the time I had my son, I had become very determined to make nursing work out. I was fortunate that he latched within an hour of his birth and basically, never looked back. He was not a good sleeper and nursing was the most effective way to calm him and get him to sleep. He wouldn’t take a pacifier and he wanted constant attention so nursing was just a natural extension of that. Eventually, I did try a bottle and he refused to take it. Around that time, we also discovered that he had a pretty severe milk protein allergy and in order to continue nursing, I would need to adhere to a strict elimination diet. Seeing as he would not take a bottle anyway, I figured I would not bother trying a super-expensive hypoallergenic formula. I ended up on the elimination diet for over a year in order to breastfeed without making him sick.

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