I Know You’re Judging Me For Having A Home Birth
When my husband and I made the decision to have a planned home birth, I knew we would be met with some opinions and concerns, both from our loved ones and from any random stranger within an earshot of us talking about it. So after doing a ton of homework and arming myself with every fact and statistic I could find on the subject, I felt ready to take on the haters. I did a ton of research on midwives and bookmarked several websites on my phone that I would always have at the ready in case I needed some backup explaining why someone would choose this method of delivery. The problem is, many people just donâ€™t know much about home births, nor do they want to. Theyâ€™re happy picturing you burning sage while a woman in Birkenstocks chants over you and your naked family floating together in a giant inflatable tub in your living room (which, by the way, is totally cool if thatâ€™s your thing). One major thing Iâ€™ve realized is that most people who were upset with or concerned about our decision didnâ€™t even know what a midwife was. Trying to argue the virtues of a home birth with them is like trying to talk politics with your parents – you just canâ€™t.
The moment you tell someone youâ€™re having a home birth you can feel the judgement and disapproval seeping out of their eyeballs. There is a litany of responses youâ€™ll get.Â Thereâ€™s the usual uninformed response of â€œIsnâ€™t that really dangerous?â€ and the guilt-laden â€œWouldnâ€™t you just feel awful if something went wrong?â€ But my favorite has got to be the TV-viewer response of, â€œWell I watch Call the MidwifeÂ and midwives are NOT doctors!â€Â How do I even respond to these? I obviously wouldn’t be doing anything that would put me or my baby at risk. All of these comments are actually thinly veiled ways of saying something that is very troubling: If things do go wrong, itâ€™s the motherâ€™s fault for choosing to have a home birth. Do we blame the mother who had a C-Section (planned or unplanned) when she has a complication like hemorrhaging or infection, both of which could end in death? Also, letâ€™s please not compare my planned home birth in 2014 to a BBC series about nuns helping women in post-World War II London.
There are also the horror stories people want to tell you about their friend’s cousin’s sister’s friend that had a bad home birth experience. How do you argue with someone telling you a personal story about someone they know who had a bad experience? You donâ€™t want to try and one-up them with a horror story that you heard about someone birthing in a hospital. What good is that going to do for anyone?